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End At The Beginning

by The IOUs

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1.
Heartbreaker 04:37
Are you really gonna be that guy Who speaks the words that we think but don’t say? You’re burning bridges unaware of all this devastation in your wake Don’t you know it’s unacceptable? To act that way in present company Are your stories mainly fictional? An attempt to mask your fallacy Defined by your self-denial Heart breaker - Behaviour predictable Heart breaker - Not everyone’s usable Someday you’re gonna realise That there should be more to life than this Waking in a stranger’s bed; won’t make your lonely feelings disappear You’re longing for consistency even if you don’t quite realise it A fleeting possibility she might really be the thing you seek You lack any self-respect Heart breaker - Behaviour predictable Heart breaker - Not everyone’s usable Heart breaker - Feelings disposable Heart breaker- You’re so self-delusional I wrote this song to let you know; you are so self-destructible I wrote this song to let you know; your friends think you should let it go
2.
Cliche 02:40
We all know this one; you’ve probably heard it all before Another boring song; predictable and self-assured A brand new life begins, a spark of light; an open door Self-deprecation ends; forgetting who I was before This song’s a cliché but it’s mine And I guess in some way it’s alright, These words rhyme Assurance spoken once but now just echoes in my ears He gave me ignorance, indifference through all these years So I won’t be like him; a promise made within these words Each day I’ll try to live; being the person you deserve
3.
You took unreservedly then you abandoned me (Feelings remain) Is this how it’s gonna be leaving so callously (Don’t know his name) Pleading so desperately he gives you all you need? (She’s not the same) What is it that’s wrong with me causing your heart to leave? (You’re not to blame……. No not today) Turn your back on the years spent together; she’s moved on to somebody new Burn those photos and rip up the letters; the relics of something that’s through It’s the things we don’t choose that define us that makes you the person you’ll be So boy do your best to forget her “There’s plenty more fish in the sea” Start smiling Tearing down walls we built Shocked by your lack of guilt (They crumble down) Making things crystal clear - I’ve wasted so many years (Your frail design) Some part of me always knew - I loved much more than you (She had you blind) If this is the path you choose - I guess you and me are through (You will be fine…… Blood of mine) (Start smiling) So brother you’re better off – Without her to hold you Keep this song as a souvenir and move on now you’re stronger
4.
Pain is like a poison; once you give up fighting It’ll find your weakness get into your veins (Don’t you let it beat you) X 3 (Don’t you let it win) It can make you bitter, creep in like a cancer Turn the world against you; slowly fading away (Won’t you stand and fight it?) X 3 (Won’t you stay here with me?) Pain can make you feel so alive; instead of nothing at all From situation so hard, comes something beautiful
5.
Lost In You 04:58
Restart my heart it just stopped beating Set my bones; they’re brittle breaking Skin and cartilage is forming; healing wounds and scar tissue Seeing you for the first time; I realise that I have been blind In your eyes i see the truth; what i once was is lost in you My nervous systems feeling brave again The traumas there but i feel it fading In your eyes i see the truth; what I once was is lost in you Fragile heart, make it through; Now we’ve met, I’m lost in you Understand me; you’re the one that I need And in this darkness you’re the light that I seek You are the reason you’re the air that I breathe My beloved I will bleed when you bleed
6.
Not Enough 02:37
Impossibly I try, to hang on to the truth But thoughts and confusions, have led me back to you You might be the one, that I should fall upon But I have come this far now, I'll just see this through Listen to the words, they all sound the same I piece them to fit whatever, I want them to say Why do I need you now, when I do all the work I feel most peace when I hear nothing at all I've brought a love I will never know I've brought a love I will never know I've brought a love I will never know It's not enough, not enough People scold me now, but I'm too tired to care Apathy is my best friend, so I won't meet you there What a stupid choice, but one for me to choose I've come up short again in a game I cannot lose
7.
Under bed sheets; those raised voices The light won’t find you; I will keep you safe She once loved him, now he’s just drink “Pour me one more”; she pushes that door shut She said – “No, you won’t be like him; it’s time this line was broken” “For now, Sleep in someone else’s bed” “Life can be hard sometimes, apart we will be alright” You saved us from our raised voices No excuses; but he went through it Hiding bruises; Veiled abuses home Yes I know that truly he loved us; in despite of all his raised voices And those Saturdays I will treasure all my life It’s said that sons are destined to be their fathers Daughters end up just like their mothers; What will my children see in me?
8.
Oxymoronic 02:59
I hold you back ‘cos you are so much slower than me Can’t wait to start explaining my lack of urgency So few words validate my inconsistencies Now maybe it ends right where we begin A little bit of denial can help you deal with the pain Please let me sleep with the light on and you can dance in the rain Life’s boring with every answer so let’s live and let be Stop all you’re over thinking and just stay here with me (…..Or you could leave?) I’ll tell you the truth; I’m sometimes, always lying to you Got something to lose, and so much to gain being honest with you This love I profess, a passing infatuation you see My heart is a mess but the outside is clean You said you think I might be oxymoronic? Not sure how you missed that flaw to be honest My non-committal contradiction; you got it Maybe I’ll change?
9.
Precipice 04:36
You and I are on a precipice (And something’s wrong) I’m starting to think we might not last through this (I’ll play along) Stepping back feels like accepting it (I’m not that strong) Your insincerity brings this abyss Your regret can’t change this; it’s broken, it can’t be fixed This was once so perfect but it will end here on this precipice So where do we go now your betrayals exposed (I can’t forget) I think of you two every time were close (Your hearts intent) It’s not the act, as such, that’s ending us (Years misspent) It’s the way you lied; destroying all the trust Your regret can’t change this; it’s broken, it can’t be fixed This was once so perfect but it will end here on this precipice Your regret can’t change this; it’s broken - it can’t be fixed You and I are done here so we’ll end it on this precipice We don’t belong here on the edge; your fiction brought us to this ledge The love we shared is lost, decayed; our hearts are endless miles away
10.
I'm holding you close to me tonight Feeling your chest expand; breathing in & out We're trying to speak but words collide You know what you mean to me; let’s stop this pointless fight You're piercing the silence with your words My back isn't listening; it’s heard this all before Together but feeling so alone You turn and with tears in your eyes; you ask me "what went wrong?" Beds are for sleeping (and other stuff) Not telling lies (you're paranoid) Love breaks when you bend it (it's not advised) At odds, we collide (we're paralyzed) There's an obvious end to this charade Words on the tips of our tongues; healing scars we've made I swallow my pride and turn to speak There’s no-one there next to me; "We're too far gone darling"
11.
8:14 05:51
I saw you in that room, on that bed, that night They told me there’s no hope and I knew they were right A bedside vigil starts, but the words never come Dysfunction had me blind, trying to find a scions love Why do I just feel numb? No tears have I to fall The others come undone; I don’t feel anything at all Sat on a foldout chair; choosing words, phoning her I heard it in her voice; the pain of loss, of things that were Her memories are good, mine are tarred with regret What I saw that morn, at 8:14, I won’t forget (I tell myself that I won’t feel anything)
12.
I'll be the one to understand I'll be whatever so I can, fall into you, fall into you, fall into you and all your charms (you know that) There's only one thing on my mind, It’s the burning thought of your rapport I'll spend the hours that go by, Trying to understand what I need to show I'll be you’re confidant or not, I will follow you or leave you be If it brings me to the core Of what makes you special to all those people It will take you too long to know, There's no thought in my head worth any salt But the memory will hold, A special thought and another lesson Please take heart in the fact, That every lie helped obtain your beauty Please don't lie to yourself, That you preserve your love for a worthy victor I'll stay around ‘til this all blows over I would do for you anything, anything (Anything for you)
13.
Hold 06:30
Tiny hands and feet - Formed so perfectly Eyes that scarcely see - closed in endless sleep Waiting for your call, hollow in that wall Once my all in all, can't hold you any more And child, you won't change, you’re frozen this way Time won't take its toll; you’ll never, ever grow old Your light may have gone but your memory in us lives on One thing do I know; in everlasting days I will hold you again So lay those flowers down, put them on the ground This house is quiet now, the silence ringing out An empty space remains; the loss it never fades But in His loves embrace, I know we'll meet again When this earth I leave; will you wait for me? By that crystal sea; in eternity

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End At The Beginning is an album produced by Somerset based rock band The IOUs.

It was recorded in 3 sessions from February 2014 to August 2014.

It is an album about loss, impermanence and memory; and how we cannot let these things define us but move forward in the knowledge that they contribute to who we are.

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If you want to find out more about The IOUs or enquire about booking the band go to:

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released June 5, 2015

All songs written by Nick Boyland and Mark Moran.

Songs recorded, mixed and produced by Ewan Jones.

Album artwork and graphic design courtesy of True North Graphics.

Copyright 2015 The IOUs.

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The IOUs are a Somerset based rock band that formed in 2012.

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Nick Boyland - Guitar / Vocals

Mark Moran -
Bass / Vocals

Hayley Boyland -
Piano / Vocals

Paul Alderson -
Drums / Vocals
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